Have you ever had a moment of perfect clarity, where everything crystalizes and you can see yourself with all your flaws and all your highlights? I did last night as I lay in bed waiting, as I frequently do, for sleep to find me. I didn’t love everything I saw, but I also saw plenty to love that had gone unnoticed for a very long time. I saw the differences between who I am and who I want to be and I saw how to be more the Tina I want to be. I’m not saying it will be easy, or that I won’t relapse, but a plan was laid out before me in perfect detail so that I can work towards that better me. It was amazing.