I feel I'm out of my funk, at least temporarily. Saturday I had my birthday party, and so many of my friends came, and pretty much did what I wanted. I couldn't help but feel special. Especially since my best friend had heard me say that no one ever brought me flowers and I really wanted that, so she brought me some. And my roommate brought me daisies. And another friend brought me flowers and a real lei (my party was a luau). Every time I see or smell the flowers I grin like a moron. It's nice to know that so many people cared so much about me.